I haven't been on this account in years, but I thought about it recently and decided to scroll through. I'm honestly shocked at how sad and depressed I was. My life was consumed by darkness. I just thought I'd say now to anyone passing through that I'm ok. I never thought I'd make it to 19 years old or be where I am emotionally, mentally, spiritually. So yeah, to my past self, you're not perfect, but it gets better and you are better. And that goes to anyone struggling with depression, it may take years, but don't give up, everything will be different one day. I'm ok.